Evrytime to the Last time

Every time I say hi to him he just smiles faintly.
Evey time I look him in the eyes he looks away and puts his hands in his pockets.
Every time I try to hug you,you find a reason to leave.
Every time I try to hold your hand you pull it up.
Every time you do this you have no idea how much my heart breaks under the pressure.
Every time I cry and hold your picture.
Every time to the last time
And the last time is now you forced me to do it.
"Slit"there goes every bit bit of pain you caused me.
Every time to the last time.