It's weird how a year can go pass by and all your thinking is about one small hope. One month your so close to getting what you want , the next its gone with in one night. The stupidest part of all this is that you led yourself to "think" you were forgetting about it when you wanted this more and more . It's not that your mad because this hope is gone, it's because you led yourself to believe you didn't want it- but gave it away. you dont miss it and your not mad at your friend, your mad at yourself for being so stupid and believing that hope would come true.
