Its Okay

Its okay
don't worry about me
go on doing ur drugs
because u never see

Its okay
i know u don't care
the cuts will fade
but my hate for u is still there

Its okay
that u ignored my pain
it doesn't matter
that every day is the same

Its okay
when you turn your back
just know its your fault
i went down the wrong track

Its okay
that all those years
you put me through hell
I've used up all my tears

Its okay
that I'm scarred for life
that i don't trust anymore
and i live by the knife

Its okay
because i know one day
i will get to leave
you cant make me stay

And when I've left
gone for good
thats when u will feel
the guilt you should

But guess what mum & dad
its all okay
i don't want u anymore
because u pushed me away

So mum & dad
its really okay
cause I'm gonna be fine
but you...
i hope the guilt never goes away