DARE i close my eyes?

I dare not do it
but i have no other choice.
I'm doomed to see you,

doomed to hear your voice.
your eerie aura i'll feel.
what can i do now?

you cannot be real!
where do i escape to? how?
my mind's blazing up!

i am spacing out!
feels like an eternity.
strange dreaming. No doubt.