Dear God I need you and hope as well
That you can help me out of this hole
I have dug so stupidly deep.
I need help in the form of an angel
Because wishing on a star dozen’t
Work any longer. It helped when
I was 3 ,4,5, and 6 as well , but as
Long as your older skies grow
Dimmer and wishing stars tend
To just fade away
.
Yet there is one just one mind you
A small ray of hope that barely
Shines through . That ray of hope is
An angel of God showing me light
Light down a winding trail of my
Of my confusing life.
Try though I must to make no
Mistakes yet the worst ones
Break through my weak
Barrier . Leaving corrections
Behind that wall and putting
The chaotic city inside my
Head in up most destruction
I cant fix my mistakes , or
Repair the wounds they
Make , but Jesus’ angel
Helps me through shining
Light on the darkest roads
And discouraging threats in
The way.
Every now and then she goes
Away leaving me to deal on
My own ,but giving me strength
To break through Satan’s wrath
And anger.
My angel is strong and though
I am weak her love and compassion
Make me stronger. She helps me
Through thick and though thin
I love her for that and I now
Understand any things possible
With Gods helping hand.
He helps me in trouble and picks me up
Every time I fall. When I get tired
He never lets me give up. When my fire
Goes out he lights it back up.
The angel he sent me is my guardian.
She is with me for ever on end.
My God Given angel is my best friend.
