I try to understand what your doing
I try to understand why you shut me out of your life
In my mind I was meant nothing to you
You push me away like a dog on the streets
Don"t tell me that you care about me
I've heard that before
If you cared so much
You would have been here when my world was falling apart
The nights I cried myself to sleep
The nights I drink the pain away
You had no clue
That it was killing me
You being with her
You choose her over me
Which made me think you
You never cared about me
Everything we been through together
Mean nothing to you
You tired to say your sorry
But that means jack to me
It was lies
If you really care you would have been here
When I need you the most
The night I stay awake crying
The days I call you cell
Just to hear your voice
