I can't tell myself my feelings for you. i can't even tell myself right now. i get butterflies when i'm around you. i blush, i can't stop thinking about you, but i hate it. you stare, you get jealous, but you lie and deny, and i just can't play that way. my friends say "forget him" and my head and heart are screaming out loud. i can't figure out what to do. do i lie to myself more and say "i don't care?" or do i just sit here and do nothing, but admit that i still like you? there seems to be no solution for us unless something changes, but you have to be the one to make that call. don't play like you care, don't get jealous, don't stare at me unless you actually have the guts to talk to me. don't expect me to care what i do around you anymore either, because you're forcing me to let go of the same thing you can't.
