I tried to help

I tried to help with your problems but you pushed me away. when things got rough i tried to help but you refused. now that your back in my life i want nothing to do with you. i have been rejected and pushed away to many times.
why do you have to be so difficult? i want to help. i want you to be in my life. but i ma scared. not for me but for you. i still care bout you but i cant help if you don't let me in. u isolate yourself to the point where even your family cant help you. you have a great support system if you would open your eyes and see.
i want to help i really do. but i don't know what to do. everything i do you reject me. tell what i can do. when you were in my life you left an impact. but now that i have moved on i cant help you. you really hurt me and yet you think that you are the only one who got hurt. i need help but i have no one to go to because everyone is worried about you.
i tried to help but you just pushed me away. now you are all by yourself and you don't know what to do. put your pride away and take the help while it is being offered. i don't want to see you get hurt or do something stupid that you will regret.
please take my help. i am begging you.