The gothic queen, a prep princess, and the goddess

What is it.....
lust, like, love, or pain?
my friend...
you stick with me through thick and thin...
would it be a sin?
why......?
do you like me?
do i like you?
are we right for each other?
would we love one another?
with your reddish black hair glistening in the light....
would you be in my sight?
my fantasy...
so beautiful...
when you talk to me my mind races...
i think of you on a regular basis...
do you like me....?
i know i like you...
or do i?
why?
my star crossed lover...
we were perfect.....
yet wrong...
why?
you made the angels sing with your voice..
if only i could make the choice..
i love you with all of my black, stitched up, sorry excuse for a heart....
but i know we are not meant to be..
if only it were just you and me...

these are the women in my life, each one is a pearl in my endless stream of memory..