We broke up
because he "only wanted to be my friend"
then he promised to fix it
my heart was too broken to mend
he sent a message while i was driving
almost drove the car out of control
the car was fine but i was crying
suddenly everything felt so cold
it wasn't that it was unexpected
i cried a little for a while
then i wiped my tears away
and managed just a smile
its not that i wouldn't miss him
and never want him there
but I'd built myself immunity
so when it happened i wouldn't care
i promised myself not to get attached
and to find security in another way
so if he ever hurt me
i knew that the pain wouldn't stay
he said we could be friends
that we would talk and work it out
but i had security in knowing
in my mind there was no doubt
i didn't need that security that he had given me
all i wanted was to be his friend
seems he felt something different
but it was never something he could mend
