Love

Love is like crack you give it a try and you get hooked to something that's no good. Sometimes I wonder if love is as beautiful as it seems on tv. Is it A such thing as a love that holds for ever. Is it such a thing of loving somebody with ur all and they do the same. Is it a such thing of wanting to be with some one forever that feels the exact same way. How do u know if it neva happens? HOW? The only thing you learn to know is how to get hurt, over and over again. Sometimes it feels like all love is for me is another word that stands for betrayl. It seems like everytime u think this is the one, its not becuz that person hurts the shit out of you or you hurt them first. Love feels like a game u cant cheat on. Sometimes u loose and sometimes you win. Love reminds me of a confusing ass puzzle that takes for eva to put together. Its like a broken heart that you put together just to f it up and do it all ova again. After uve been hurt so many times u get an addiction and when u finally find that special somebody for you ..u find away to hurt ur self