And we just stood there
in your room...
dancing...
I was comfortable enough with darkness
though I was seeking light,
the weak glittering light of that lamp..
and you disappearing through the darkness
and coming back again..
No I wasn't scared,
I was just getting started...
You was sweating
and talking and looking and touching
and talking again..
I was ab noxiously silent.
Yes, you always said I was a mystery,
"the most beautiful one you'd ever seen"
Do you remember?
I do...
You wanted to know me,
to solve me like a riddle,
easy, small and simple...
How little did you know...
I faked a smile...
You went on and on sweating
and talking and looking and touching
and falling in love
but I kept silent, remember?
You leaned to kiss me but I walked away
closed the door and avoided you silently,
do you remember?
Because I do..
I remember those brutally slow moments
me not saying anything..
keeping silent
just to hear your heart breaking...
And I did..
And don't say I didn't break your heart
Cause you know I did...
