Praying for darkness

You just don't get it,
I can't explain so you'll understand,
you've asked me what was wrong,
yet you don't believe my words.

How am I suppose to be comfortable,
when I'm left out of conversation,
I can feel the vibe in the air,
I know what use to bet here.

You disagree with the way I feel,
as things may be different for you,
bu could you be open for a minute,
and feel the words from my heart.

Regardless of what is and isn't,
this is the way it makes me feel,
I'm not blaming you for anything,
but I times I wish I never knew.