Real thoughts

I laugh uncontrollably at nothing
(I'm crying alone as I hear death sing)
I love him and giggle at what's said
(Why am I here? I should be dead)

I'm known as a random care free girl
(That's disgusting, I think I'll hurl)
I'm as happy as I can be
(Not when I've fallen to my knees)

You see me smile and never sad
(Why am I lying? I know its bad)
This is how you see and hear me
(And these are the real thoughts of me)

TM - LiquidSugar