My feelings for you are hard to explain.
you are my first true love and i will forever love you for that.
you loved me for who i am and on a mental level.
its hard to believe what you say because of all the lies that were told in the past.
you showed me how beautiful i am and made me feel as such.
you listened to my feelings and gave me advice. a while ago i used to pray.
i prayed for an angel.
and in return you were sent to me.
i don't know why but no matter how much i tell myself that i cant love you.
i know deep down inside i really do.
at times i wonder if we were meant to be together.
but now i don't even want to know the answer.
no matter if we are together or not.
because of you...
i will forever love.
