My broken heart [under consturction]

What is this thumbing inside my chest

it feels like an organ i had laid to rest

as i walk down this hall

memories flood my brain

some of when times where the best

while others are filled with pain

inside my heart feels all cracked and broken

so many words where left unspoken

this pains just to great

i hold a razor in my hand and ponder my fate

to live to die it feels like the same

im trapped ferever in yer endless game

i catch hell all the time

cuz im under yer spell and thats my crime

my brain is confused

my hearts been abused

my bodys been used

im barely eating

have trouble sleeping

my arms are always bleeding

was i ever in yer heart

or was it a lie

i gave you my all

but it wasnt enuff

does crushing my heart make you feel tuff

like your the best

while i lay my heart and soul to rest

i show you my pain