When the doctors said you were dead,
I wouldn't believe it.
So I went to your room,
And hurried to your bed.
I looked down and saw you.
You looked like you were sleeping.
The doctors came in and I told them.
They showed me that you weren't breathing.
At that point I stopped breathing.
My heart was dead,
You took it with you.
Then I started crying,
I kneeled by your bed side,
And held your hand.
I cried even more,
Because I missed the warmth you gave.
You always had love to give,
To anyone,
Any where.
I don't know how I lived,
Through those first days without you.
But I did.
I held everything off until I was ready,
To face them without you beside me.
Overtime things have gotten better,
But I still cry for you.
It's lonely without you.
I go on,
Because I know that's what you want.
And because it's not my time.
One day we'll be,
Together again.
I can't wait,
But for now we have to.
I love you,
Always and forever
