It's because of him

My heart is broken to pieces,
and he isn't here to help,
it's because of him i'm hurting,
he doesn't care anymore,
and it hurts,
more than anyone can know,
i only have part of my heart,
he took the other,
and ground it to pieces,
it hurts so bad,
it won't stop,
i can't escape it,
i can cover it,
but it's still always there,
reminding me of what was,
rubbing it in my face,
time and time again,
nothing has ever hurt this bad before,
no scratch or scrape,
no one else's words hurt like his last,
no matter how hard i try,
i can't block him out,
he's always there,
laughing in my face,
it never stops,
sometimes i can't put on a happy face,
i stay in my room,
not crying on the outside,
but my soul is inside,
and it hurts so bad,
i'll never escape it,
it'll always be hanging over my head, waiting to rub it all in my face again.