I don't have any idea

by wenona raysan   Jun 7, 2008


She's just an average girl
living her lowly life
contented, happy and at peace
until she met this guy

oh how happy she was
when the were always together
how she loved him like hell
the first time she dreamed of forever

but then she was still young
ignorant of the game
so when the guy cheated on her
she thought she'd go insane

from then on she looked for love
kept dreaming of forever
wishing someday someone will come
her true love in shining armor

one day she saw this guy
and she thought she was cute
it all ended there
or that's what she thought too

but then bang! they met again
on this new school she's into
and to her surprise
the guy liked her too

they became friends
and then more than that
but not more than a month
their relationship ended bad

lonely girl dreams are crushed
never finding what she was wishing for
who the heck is "true" anyway??
she even doubt its existence, this "forever"

we may think she suffered enough
but we are wrong coz 2nd guy came back
made her think of a second time
but he was still the same, what could be more cruel than that??

she became vengeful
planing to become what her abusers were
thinking she could cheat on guys
the abused becomes the "abuser"

so she met guy #3
thought of giving it a try
she never would've expected
that he could make her cry

she cried not because he bit her
nor stepped on her feet
nor even pulled her hair
if i'll tell you why you're gonna be sick

she cried for the very simple reason of
she can't be an abuser
she loved him now there's no turning back
she just wished they'd last forever

-wenona empedad :(

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  • 16 years ago

    by Mr. Darcy

    A very sad write. It has a clear message too! You can't change who you are, no matter how hard you try!

    Michael