Rumors

Rumors have hurt me
thats something you will never see
cause i hide it

cause of a rumor
Ive used a razor blade
but some strange reason
i still stayed

no one cares
spreads and gets worse
like my whole life-a curse

cause of rumors
Ive try ed to leave life
cause of family
Ive used a knife
cause of friends
i think bout my life and its ends

but you have helped me live
cause you said u care
but u lied
and now its not fair

i wanna die because of u
if u only had a clue
i wanna leave cause of u
i ask myself-you?-who?
i wish i never knew you
but u kept me from feeling blue
but sometimes i think
that if we'd never met
i could bet
that i wouldn't be here now
but i wanna know why and how?

~ hi i'm 13 and it would mean a lot for u to comment this poem~