Never Was Good Enough

Somewhere, miles away from me,
Your black hair sways in the wind.
I can't seem to forget about you,
My heart just refuses to mend.

How I long to hold you close,
To feel your sweet kiss again.
Those thoughts are totally useless,
Since you are no longer my man.

I can't believe you'll never come back,
Your voice I'll never again hear.
You should see how much I miss you,
In every single love-filled tear.

I thought with a bit of time,
All of these tears would run dry.
I can't seem to stop caring for you,
My head echo's with your lies.

I don't see how you weren't the one,
With how crazy I still am over you.
All of your words may have been lies,
But my love for you was pure and true.

You left me without a care,
As I laid crying alone in bed.
Holding your jacket close,
Remembering all you once said.

I thought we were meant to be,
That my heart would finally land.
But you broke my soul to pieces,
Squeezing my heart in your hand.

I don't know what to do anymore,
These last few months were rough.
The one thing that I am sure of,
Is that I never was good enough.

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6/7/08

~Kayla~