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Razorblade kisses
up and down my arm
its become an addiction
to cause myself harm

Blasting the radio
to drown out the sounds
tears stain my cheeks
as they fall to the ground

Numbing myself into happiness
i feel theres no other way
the deeper i cut,the more i bleed
i hope this feeling stays

Pushing the razor deeper
just to numb the pain
knowing that eventually
i'll cut right through a vien

Hopeing for the pain to end
i slowly pick up the gun
wrists bleeding endlessly
but the pain has just begun

I put the gun to my head
my finger on the trigger
listen to my heart
its beating much quicker

The shocking noise of the gun
as my body fell to the ground
a smile on my face
as i heard no other sound

The pain is finally gone
it was tottaly worth it
all i have to say is
im sorry im not perfect. </3