Sick inside..

I said I was happy, of course i would heal ,even though the pain was all too real.

I would block it out, It wasn't too hard, i had a talent for blatant dis-regard.

It was only a fracture, a tiny crack, my heart could most certainly mend back..

I wasn't expecting you to come around, but you made it so hard to block out the sound.

I heard it come from everywhere let-downs swirling in the air.

It was all around me the pain surrounding, all i could do was hope

I didn't want to cry, or shed a tear, but disappointment was making me mope.

I couldn't lie to myself any longer, it was becoming much to hard, I was so, so sick of being played like some sort of worthless card.

You infect me like a deadly disease, i need Novocaine, to help the pain pass with ease.

I don't know when my heart will be off trial,but for now......... I'm going to take a good dose of denial.