I don't feel anything at anytime for anyone anymore.
Feelings have faded into numbness and nothing more.
Slipping into the darkness, I'm starting to fall too deep.
Let the blood spill and let my eyes endlessly sleep.
Don't need any help from anyone to make me feel okay.
Don't need to be loved cause' I'm ending my life today.
Can't save me from myself, can't tell me to hold on.
You all can't bloody tell me what is right from wrong!
I don't feel the need anymore to say my good-byes.
My sucidal death will not take you all by suprise.
You knew it was coming and you knew that I was lost.
You never did anything, nothing, is what you thought of my lifes cost.
You decided I was alright and this suicide I wont commit.
You thought I was nothing but a worthless piece of sh**.
You told me everyday how much you all truly felt of me.
But if this was true you would have come and rescued me...
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Emily Lucas