Always be......

It was our last day,
i wished i could turned back time, so i could spend more time with him, time to leave had come,
i looked at him, he act so cool, happy to leave,
i was trying to act cool, watched him walked away, letting him go like i could see him again...

i was not crying and don't even sad to see him go, and after he was really gone, my heart full with tears..watched him walked away and said "i love u" to me for the first and the last, really makes me sad...and just like that he left me and i realized that i might not seeing him again...

he dint even say anything personal to me or not even showing sadness and tears,,because i know he have to do what he has to to....

i don't wanna hold him or stop him..because i know if hes coming back to me, hes my true love..he hugged me like he don't wanna leave me, but he had to go, and i have to leave..

it hurts me and i know he hurts too..he never show me because i know he is a strong man, i said good bye, and he asked me to be strong for the last time..

i feel weak when hes not around, but i will try to be strong
because i know he always there and still loving me...