So many thoughts running through my mind.
I think everythings going good my day will just be fine.
But one little thing,one action, one word,can make it all go down with no satisfaction.
Why can my feeling change in just a second?! Am really that unstable to where I'm not physically able to function without my meds.
I keep telling them I don't need 'em but they wont listen to the words Ive said. They mean nothing, do you see why my emotions are screwed?
I can work it through on my own. The meds are why I'm "changing" to you and why I feel so alone.
Really I'm not that bipolar it just depends on who I'm around.
Everyone takes words to the heart, It just so happens that my heart takes it worse than it sounds.
No medication will let me feel what I feel. I wanna think so many thoughts that seem so real.
So my day will be fine. I wont let nothing get in my way. No more of that crap for me. It will be a perfect day.
For once on my own I'm in control of what I think.
No more missing parts in my life long link. I'm now full of what Ive wanted to honestly be!!
