Armour Vest

When I lay here with you, The world just disappears,
I desire so much with you,
But yet I still have fear,

I picture the day you leave me, and feel this deep ache in my chest,
My heart fears the beating,
I still wear this Armour vest.

There is no way to get around. the way I feel inside
I do not doubt my love,
Though I still have the urge to run and hide.

I kept myself protected, For the past few years,
never opening up,
abandonment is my greatest fear.

It's hard not to think of the day you'll leave my side,
To imagine the pain,
And how much I would cry.

You swear to me this is permanent, And want to spend your life,
You tell me we'll have kids,
You promised you'd make me your wife.

And I listen as my heart fills with hope,
But if you change your mind,
I don’t think I can cope.

I'm trying to get past the walls that I have put up,
It seems you've broken all but one,
And the last one is always tough.

But I think we're strong enough to sever this one together.
Only time will tell,
If we'll get through this weather.