We didnt last forever

I would like to say im over you,
but that would be a lie,
I would like to say you dont hurt me,
but you still make me cry,

I would like to say i dont love you,
but we both know that isn't true,
I would like to say you dont cross my mind,
but all I think about is you,

I would like to say alot of things,
but they never surface,
I would like to say them to your face,
but you make me nervous,

I would like to say that you are mine,
but we are not together,
I would like to say that we're still a couple,
but we didnt last forever.