There's always death
there's always pain
deep down i confess
that my soul maybe wont reach happiness again
But my heart still is strong
from counting the days that you've been gone,isn't much fun
sometimes i think it was something I'd done
to make your world go wrong
It's been way too long
and it's way too late
i would give up my life to see you
and if i did, i couldn't wait
B..U..T
I've been living a long nightmare
I've seen you in my dreams,but when i wake up you aren't there
I'm burning inside like a wild flame
and the only thing I've got to know that you are here with me somehow is a family picture in a wooden frame
Days turn to nights,nights turn to years
if someone could only understand me,
they would see it clear
I've been living a long night mare
no time for sobbing no time for despair
my heart feels like it's been crushed,
like a car landing on you
if you were only here i couldn't possible think of all the things we could do
But these can only be fantasy dreams
because my life is harder then it looks
and it's way harder then it seems
so be glad your not me, because I'm living a long nightmare
Goodbye Daddy i love you
~ always and forever
Bekka
