The pain of love

Feels like my air has been taken away
Literally getting sick
Should I go? Or should I stay?
I feel so weak

How can I feel so lonely?
And he's right next to me
Everything been so phony
How could this be?

Love? Is that what is called?
To make a person cry
And die inside

A torture that never ends
I can forgive but I cant forget

The confusion
The pain
The emotions
That still remains

When it hurt so much emotionally
And it messes with you mentally
That's when you know
You got to go

How could life be?
With us not being "us"
I'll guess we'll have to see
Help me Jesus

Gimme strength to move on
Mentality to move up
And clarity to focus

I know he is going to be here forever
He's the father of my daughter
I pray that we never
Get back together

I don't want any more pain
No more sorrow
I don't want to cry
Every tomorrow

So when it's done...it's done
When its over...it's for good
You had your fun
Now eat your cake too