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by Alexandraa Jun 10, 2008 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
Terribly low , but with no tears in my eyes, there is no more left. Remember all your lies ? Oh well she says to him, better luck next time , walked away with a tear, went home and made a rhyme. Confused smiles, and heart felt frowns, I walked away from them, walked through the towns. Became embraced in a man, maybe this was lust, enjoyed what was felt, yet needed more trust. Cried on my mother, my heart came dreaming down, walked straight from that place, yet no longer with a frown. A memory came floating back, all of it made of fears, and I broke down, again cried more tears. A worthless little girl, with nothing left to say, given up on faith, no one to love today. Strange stories in my head , of terrible moments with you, real stories I think they were, about someone i never knew. Say nothing that is true, but making it feel real, my whole body feels numb, no longer can i feel. Lying up late thinking of love, too may faces have passed, making me wonder , does this thing ever last ? People are changing, but im standing still, crying when they leave , my heart they like to kill. Trampled on yet here, not vanished at this stage, feeling very vulnerable, trapped inside a cage.