My soul left me a year today,
It went to find somewhere safe to stay,
Safe from the bullets, the insults of life,
Safe from the blood, the cuts by the knife,
In sleep I dream of the person I was,
They become nightmares when I think of the loss,
"Hold me close, dont let me go,"
You hurt me more than my heart could know,
The insanity you convinced me resided inside,
The lies became true, it was then i died,
Not physically, my stone heart wont cease,
But my soul was begging for its release,
So a year today... I let it go,
Will I see it again? I don't believe so.