I do not love you
I merely love the idea of you
To love someone with nothing in return is insanity
And driving myself to a ward without cause is not what I have premeditated
So I will find the independence that I have hidden so very well and let go
This is neither hiding nor a declaration of surrendering
It simply means I have faced reality
Infatuation is the reason and no longer is love the justification
I pity the day you find your feelings that I have prayed for daily
For mine will no longer exist
Unfortunately one heart can not fight for two
