This feeling of aggravation is devouring all the good I seize for you
Yet I stay addicted to you
You are my methane
You give me euphoria and hell
You create smiles through my falling tears
You are the reason for my frowns and the light in my eye
You are my walking contradiction
You keep me in love through all the hate I hold
This flower of ours will not survive
Because it is planted with the absence of light
And I do not know how to save it