Is this what you intended?
A broken heart,
A friendship that's fallen apart?
I'll turn up the music,
I'll close the door.
I'll hide in my bed
And pretend I don't exist anymore.
Is this how you pictured me?
A sad and lonely girl,
Faking happiness every time
Someone turns a corner?
I'm a great liar, you know.
And you're great at letting go.
Why did you hurt me?
I must really meant nothing to you.
I was willing to put my heart on the line,
Don't you see?
Ripping it out,
Stepping on it,
Watching it bleed.
Did that amuse you somehow?
If I could turn back time,
I'd listen to all the people who said
"He's no good,
He'll only hurt you."
"Don't give him a chance,
Unless you want your heart to be broken."
I should have known it was
Too good to be true.
I'm empty and confused
Thanks to you.
Now all I have to do is wait,
Wait until it consumes me.