The worlds changed
Thats how I see it
But many have told me thats not right
Its me whose changed
They all cry out
Its me who not the same
Me who isnt what she was a few months ago
The friends are silent
The family is distant
Because its me whose not who they thought I was
Its me who isnt what I thought I was
I didnt want it to be this way
I really tried to be happy
I really tried to be okay
But sometimes our plans are just that
They are plans and nothing more
If the world listened to our plans
Everyone would be happy
Just like they thought I was
But no
Ive changed
Im not who they want me to be
Im not who they thought I would be
I banned all pretenses
I am who I am
I just cant stand it any longer
The constant reminder that Im not perfect
The constant reminder that I cant do anything
Without messing it up or
Destroying it somehow
Im sick of the bad luck
It seems to hang over my head
It seems to always be there
Lurking in the shadow
Always waiting for the perfect time to
Jump out and say
Boo!
But who cares what they say
Who cares what
They think
Im sick of caring
Thats why im just going to
Embrace who I am
Not who everyone wants me to be
Who cares if they dont like it
Certainty not me
Im done with this
Im done
And
Im Me
