Alone Again

I gave everything to you
My heart, my trust
I used to be "everything" to you
But what you felt was lust

Now I'm just alone again
Pain comes with every breath
Finding comfort in my pen
My only happiness is death

That someday the breaking ends
And I can be at peace
My will won't ever bend
And all my hurt will cease

I fell for you and all your lies
You deceived me from the start
The last faint "I love you" dies
You left a broken heart

I'm just alone again
It isn't something new
Loving you was such a sin
I should've gotten a clue

I had pity for you
And for your broken home
I held you close and got you through
Now? I hope you die alone