Behind My Rainbow [Poem/Song Lyrics]

Colors along a bright rainbow
hide the pain i cannot show
everything is fine, all OK (but its not OK)
though i do feel this way
its bleeding from my heart
its pulling me apart
when the blood falls (it won't stop)
my panic calls
what am i to do?
my pain is just too true....

chorus:

cursed wounds on my skin (let it bleed)
all this hurt i take in.
where ever i run or go it follows. (hunt me down)
soon the darkness will take me in as it swallows.
let me cry please its not fair.
this pain hurts too much to share. (keep it to myself)

who is that girl in the mirror starring back at me?
she looks different to what i see.
in my mind (mind)

behind my rainbow...

oh oh oh OH...

my life is a lie. (just pretend)
i just want to cry.
frozen away from reality (where am i?)
frozen in time (in this darkness)
its so much more than it could be.(its worse)
my mind, my head, my thoughts.
are redden with suicide. (i want to kill myself)
does this scare you? (or maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe)
I'm hooked on the blade.
and my demons are marching a parade.

chorus:

cursed wounds on my skin (let it bleed)
all this hurt i take in.
where ever i run or go it follows. (hunt me down)
soon the darkness will take me in as it swallows.
let me cry please its not fair.
this pain hurts too much to share. (keep it to myself)

who is that girl in the mirror starring back at me?
she looks different to what i see.
in my mind (mind)

behind my rainbow...

everyday i regret going to school because..
if i do I'll bring that blade and only god knows what I'll do.
(do you want to know?)
but i have to go I'm made to.
(i cut myself)
are you scared? are you scared?
ARE YOU SCARED?---
(are you? are you? are you? are you? are you?)

let the blood fall (and pour)
let the tears fall (and pour)

oh oh ohh OH...

uhh uh ooooooo ohhh

aaaaahhhh ahhhh behind my rainbow

(are you scared? are you scared? are you scared?)

you should be

[Copy Right Of Emily-Rose Heyermans]