Why

Why am I crying, Why am I so sad
I feel like I am dying, but nobody is there
Why was I born, Why am I here
Why I can not just totally disappear
I pray to god every single day
to give me a reason to stay on Earth another day
He answered my prayers by giving me you
Someone who will love me through and through
I will not admit it, I will not confess
But the love I have for you is very rare
I am to scared to trust, I am to scared to breathe
But when I am with you I fell so alive
You make me feel like there is a reason
to stay on this Earth and fight for my feelings
I am hoping we never grow apart or even say good- bye
because without you in my life
I will just be another lonely soul the rest of my life