You deserve more

Can you hear me laugh
Oh, its so funny
Now, isn't it

Its so funny
How I thought I could actually quit

Can you hear it drip
my blood from my wrist
Yes, darling I'm afraid to say I've done it again

This should come as no surprise
Its just so dark at night
so cold in my mind
And lonely in my insanity
My only way out is to bleed

So hear me laugh
Watch me break
See my pain along wrist

And don't trust me again
For I always become this
Don't try to save me again
Because baby, you deserve more
than this mess

[the flow is off, it does not ryme well, everything about it is horrible, sorry]

[to all who have tried to help me on here]