I hate this life
with pain and sore
so over-rated
yet so much more
my heart has ceased beating
my eyes hold no tears
and my life it is over
all 16 years
so lost in confusion
blown far away
pushed out of the loop
by the things people say
and they look at me closely
with fear in their eyes
and i wonder can they see
I'm dead inside of me?
my body is hollow
so empty and bare
you look with no words
you just sit and stare
nothing will happen
i am saddened to say
for my heart it is empty
and i die more each day
~this is how i feel
i walk around so numb with out my razor to help me cope with the pain
theres is i feel nothing i have left to live for.!~