As i swam
those sweet thoughts
came to my mind.
I would only need to go under
go under and it would be over.
All the pain
all the memories
all would be gone
If i just went under
and breathed in
the sweet water of the pool.
I stopped and looked down
and my families faces
their faces appeared in front of me.
I then saw the pain
teh pain they would go through
I saw the funeral
and my hear cried.
And i knew i could not do it
I looked up and looked up to the sky
to the sky and i whisper
I can not do it
these sweet thoughts sound
sound so nice
but I am stronger then that
I am sorry but
but I am needed here
I am sorry my sweet thoughts
But I must swim and stay longer
And live until I am no longer needed.
