I thought i could trust you

You were my first love
i thought we would be together forever
we had our struggles
but we always made it through
we had to keep our love a secret
so she wouldn't find out
she, being my best friend
she went out with you before me
she didn't approve of us
i loved you so much
i couldn't stay away

things started going right
and i thought that it just might work
until yesterday i found out about your secret
this was no ordinary secret
it was the worst of them all
you told me to trust you
but i couldn't at all

i couldn't believe it
you were going out with her
my best friend
at the same time as me

how could you do that
how could you be so cruel
you fooled both of us
you told us both that you loved us
you made us both keep our relationships a secret
you lied to both of us

this isn't who i thought you were
not at all
i thought you were wonderful
i thought i could trust you
but i guess not
our relationship was a lie

but sadly there is more
today i found out another secret
this one being just as bad
you had another girlfriend too
how many girlfriends does a person need
you were enough for me
i thought i was enough for you

you always seemed to say the right things
when i was depressed
you held me in your arms
and told me that it would all work out fine
but baby you were wrong
nothing worked out fine
i am depressed again
but this time its because of you

you were the only guy that i have ever loved
and i thought you loved me too
you told me you loved me more than anyone
but i guess that wasn't true
you told me to trust you
with me being me i did

i still don't understand
how did i believe you
how could i trust you
how could i be so stupid
how did i let this happen
and how am i still in love with you