Selfish
that word that stings
as it touches the lips
the word that has the power
of a chainsaw
the power
to rip someone to shreds
to tear a heart to pieces
the word you throw at me
whenever you get angry
expecting me to be like you, and forget
but i don't forget
I've never forgotten
I believed you
every single time
that word was uttered from your lips
I believed every one of your lies
you are why I hate myself
you are the reason
I will cease to exist.