I didn't expect the man I saw
I expected tall, scary, powerful
I saw weak, pathetic, and strange
He was the man I cried for
night after night?
the one I wanted to
comfort me when I cried?
This man was my father?
I refuse to accept that
I waited for this man
night after night
expecting him to...
do what?
tell me he loved me?
knock down the door
and save me from myself?
This was the man I
hated to disappoint?
the one I needed so badly
I would cherish every single
"I love you"
This man is not deserving of my love.
