I don't want to kill,
But when it comes to my instincts,
It goes against my will,
Marching endlessly day by day,
And when it comes time to decide,
It doesn't matter what my brain has to say,
When bullets come flying its time to react,
I can't be reluctant or i will be dead,
I have to get my instincts in tact,
A do or die situation,
I have to fire deadly,
Protect myself and the people of this nation,
Mind soon plays an eerie medley,
I took a life,
Because of one mere strife,
But it kept me alive,
Thank God for these instincts,
And my will to survive...
