I watched you bat your eyes and close your mouth
I watched you empty your mind and let yourself be broken
I watched you break away from everything you knew
I watched you faint under your own pressure
I watched you abuse your own feelings
I watched you learn everything the hard way
I watched you burn everything with your cold stares
I watched you spread ice wherever you placed your hand
I watched you destroy whatever else you had left
I watched you let your own heart shatter
I watched you laugh at nothing in particular
I watched you breathe in all the pain you created
I watched you lie your way to where you dont want to be
I watched you cry because its all you feel
I watched you forget all the good things you had left
I watched you leave behind those that were wanted
I watched you scream because it's all you know
I watched you lying in the dark, no light in sight
I watched you focus everything you could on yourself
I watched you slice until the tears were red
I watched you fall until you couldn't see
I watched you regret and live with no purpose
I watched you die inside as your body tries to follow
I watched you stare at your own tears and not feel anything
I watched you fight for everything in that last moment
I watched you regret everything you'd thought or been
I watched you slip away into nothingness
And then I didnt watch you anymore
