Look at me
I am the same as anyone else
but on the inside I am as differ as I can be
I am goth, emo
you just won't believe it
if I told you
I am in hiding
hiding from the world
holding back my pain, sadness, anger, hated with a smile
all you seen is the normal me with normal cloths
the shy girl
all you can seen is what I want you to seen
I am living a lie
can't come out
real self being lock away for a short time
once I get away
once I leave this place
once I am gone from here
gone from you
never to return again
once I leave from you
from your control over me
from your powers over me
once I am in your sight
I feel weak
, somewhat scare
don't know, what to do
have to be carefully so I won't set you off
walking on eggshells
is what I have to do
once I am gone from you
I can be who I really am
I will dress as I truly am
once I leave your demanded present
you have no power over me
nor any control over me either