After all you're still my reason

I finally did it
i let someone in
it was the stupidest thing
i don't even know where to begin

i thought you were perfect
in my eyes there was no one better
i wanted to hear your sweet voice
tell me again that it would be forever

but my hopes died
just like your feelings for me
ill cry and cry
but ill never let you see

i feel so empty
its like when you left
you took my heart with you
you even took my breath

i should be dead
because you're no longer here
but I'm still standing
forcing back tears

i have a burning sensation
going through my chest
i guess its a new heartache
to add to the rest

if i could go back and change things
i would
but to see your face
i don't know if i could

i wish you'd believe me
when i say "i love you"
i wish i cold for the last time
hear you say"i do too"

you were my reason to live
now you're my reason to die
you were my reason to be happy
now you're my reason to cry

you were the reason i was content
now you're the reason I've gone crazy
you were the reason i was hyper
now you're the reason I'm lazy

you were the reason for my world
now you're the reason it has stopped spinning
you were the reason i loved
now you're the reason my heart has stopped beating