Insecurity

Insecurity....
Yes, that's the real me
They see this girl alone in the night walk
And if they knew me
they would know I don't really talk

I say I'm a loner
Cuz I don't want to get hurt
The pain I try to overt
I don't let anyone close to me
Because it's only the pain I see
They say they won't leave
And for awhile I believe
But once again here I am
....walking alone in the dark
finding the true me I embark

Don't touch me!!!
For I may bleed,
My smile may mislead,
But in my eyes they plead!!!
So just leave....
Cuz even if you're true...
I'll never trust you
I guess after awhile you get so numb
That eventually bitterness is what you become

I don't want to hurt you
And I know you don't want to hurt me too
That's why I have to leave
Before anyone can deceive